Something I noticed

The reason I feel like I keep failing is because it’s always the last thing on my mind. I hate it cause sometimes I just wake up super horny to the point where I can’t focus on anything else, and then after I’m done the post nut clarity of what I just did clicks, anyways I need to start putting God first when put in that situation instead of focusing on release, I just pray that this time is actually the last time, and I’m able to focus on what really matters and doing his will