3 days no porn
Hey guys I have been dealing with a porn addiction for the last 17/18 years. I’ve tried to stop quite a bit the last year or so. I just feel so empty and guilty when I do. It causes me to be a not so good person. More selfish. Less self confident. And makes me not seek a meaningful relationship as much as I should. I have been feeling unwell and have a condition that I hope is not terminal, which has made it harder for the last ten months to do anything. It has made it harder to stay away from porn too, I would do it to take my mind away from my current state of affairs. I pray and pray about it. I am trying to be strong, and that’s why I joined this quittr app, so I can be uplifted and encouraged by others dealing with more and less than me. We all got shit we’re going through, I’m not special. Just a guy named Ian trying to keep from killing myself at a relatively young age!
@che I greatly appreciate you sharing with me and commenting. You’re strong and I thank you for your encouragement for me. As far as I’m concerned you’re a brother to me, brothers in this fight. I’m fighting these demons, this satanic influenced urge to look at it now myself. I will keep on fighting and battling this addiction. God bless you, and I’m so happy you found God. -Ian-Paul