Willpower alone isn’t working
I got this app last night. I’m 20 now and I’ve been watching porn since I was 12 years old despite growing up in a Christian household (my dad is a pastor) – I always told myself I would quit tomorrow, next week, after I move house, when exams start, when I get a girlfriend etc… but it never lasts and eventually I relapse when boredom, stress, or doubting God kicks in. I deleted social media two years ago I’m hoping this app also helps me to stay focussed, grow closer to God, strengthen my relationship with my girlfriend (who has been so gracious to me), and lead to true repentance. I do believe watching porn has heavily damaged my relationship with God, and I’ve taken His grace for granted too long. Pray for me brothers 🙏🏼
Thanks guys for your encouragements and prayers. Praying for you all too. I’m looking forward to joining you guys on this journey and fight. God bless.