How to do it

I serioulsy want to change. I have 18 years old and all my life upon me. But it is so hard. Everyday I have to fight, and everyday the same excuses. I’m tired of this, it’s time to take action and see how life gets after leaving this addiction. I DON’T WANT TO MISS THE BEAUTIFUL THINGS OF LIFE BECAUSE OF THIS. Everyday counts, and every step is going to bring me closer to the path that God has created for me ✝️.