How can I forgive myself, how can God forgive me?
Recently, I’ve felt conflicted in my faith and fell into temptation, losing my virginity to a prostitute. I initially believed it would free me from my dependence on pornography, but it only intensified it. Naturally, I would have never gone down that path, but after my mother’s passing, I spiraled into lust and lost my composure. Now, I’m here to finally reconcile my relationship with God and fight this demon of lust. I’m doing this to develop a healthier mind—one free from the overpowering sexual imagination that has led me to associate everything with desire. I’ve met a girl I genuinely like, and things are going well, but I fear my lust may sabotage it all. God, please forgive me and help me in this battle.
Thank you brother Dominic, God has sent the word through you! 🫡