Struggling in life
Day 0
by Jordan
18 upvotes
As a guy I have been having issues with temptation in lust and it's been like this for years. In the past year I have turned to Jesus and I have been trying to follow him in all his ways, but the sin that always creeps up on me is lust. In these moments of lust I realize that I have an absence of Love in my life, well at least it feels like that but in reality the enemy tricks me into thinking that so he can control me. Anyways do you guys have any takes on being patient with love and I also wanna hear your guys testimonials.
Hi Jordan. It is a constant struggle. A constant battle. My longest streak has been 22 days. Not super clean I’ll admit. I did still view porn but did not masturbate for the 22 days. I felt a lot better. Physically. Mentally especially. My streak is currently at 2 days coming up on three. I have relapsed multiple times since I broke my 22 days streak. I’m currently struggling mentally. I wouldn’t say I’m suicidal but I am tired for sure. I’m drained. From work and on top of that porn drains me even further. I want to sleep for a long time and wake up to a refreshed mind. The battles are daily. You have to win the daily battle to eventually win the war. You can’t do this without Christ. Neither can I. I’ve tried and I have failed. God speed Jordan and never stop fighting.