I gave in again because I stopped reading the word and stopped praying.
Im starting to see a pattern, one which I have not seen during most of my struggle with lust in my life. Its only been recently that I have been devoting myself more to the word of God that I start to see changes in my mind. I feel more full and at ease when I read and pray to God, where as when I stop I start to give in to lustful thoughts. Even though I know the answer to my problems, its still hard to commit my faith.
Yeah sometimes it seem so boring and time consuming it’s like it’s gon take so long man, but it’s like training a muscle, u get closer to God, u become stronger mentally, ur vision is clear and always fog free. I struggle too just keep going man love