What is going on ?
I literally had a dream, not a wet dream but a very vivid dream where I was about to relapse, like literally the dream was me about to go on my phone and relapse..for some reason I never go to any app but I know for sure what I was there to do & as soon as I realized i woke up..I’ve only been clean for 4 days.. why is my brain playing tricks on me like this? This type of dream or whatever it was has never ever happened to me in the past. Maybe it’s cause 4 days has been my longest streak for a good while, or maybe it’s cause this time I’m really done and my brain wants to test me ? Idk man but I’m still clean and fighting the good fight. Bless us all
The same happened to me but I had already relapsed in the dream and I woke up fearful that I had relapsed this happened for about a couple of days and I was glad that I had them because they reminded me how relapsing makes you feel