Fuck, second time getting tempted…

Damnn, how can I say this. It gets easier and harder at the same time. Like the further you go the more you get use to the feeling of “NO PORN” and shi but when the temptation comes (not as often as before) it is so strong and very enticing. Last night I was about to sleep and I just thought about a couple of girls I find attractive. Then all of a sudden I start thinking about doing sexual stuff with them. I had no phone on me, just me and my thoughts. I realised this is another way for the devil to lure me back into porn. Of course those stuff I was think about came from a history of porn so I was slowly considering porn again. And bro, that shi was mental. Like I felt disgusted for the fact that I considered porn again. And to add to this whole thing I was edging while going through this process. Thankfully I came to my sense before anything happened. After I post this I’m going to go on my knees and thank God for not falling for those tricks. 10 days is going so slow but it’s not about the numbers on the screen it’s about resetting my mind. My God be with you and I today🙏🏽