Beginning of my journey
Day 0
by Owen Serr
21 upvotes
Hello fellow soldiers on this app, I’ve been fapping for over 4 years now and was introduced to pornography at a young age, I’ve tried over and over to quit but every single time it just ends up being a phase and I end up losing every single time. One thing about me is that I hate losing so this pisses me off that I’m losing to the dumb internet. But now I’m really going to try and better myself through this app and hope this helps me get over my addiction.
I feel that heavy. I’m a competitive boxer, I used to be on a debate team, and am generally known amongst my peers as someone who is competitive and doesn’t wander towards arrogance or failure. One of the hardest pills for me to swallow was losing to a stupid phone that has pictures and videos of naked women. What makes it worse is when you catch yourself doing good at something you’re good at, enjoying that you’re winning at something, just for those inner demons to come out and say “remember that you’re too weak to not beat off to a phone screen” and it just kills the whole vibe. Stay strong my man.