Day 9, 13 hrs and counting 📈

Ngl I’ve had urges tonight at midnight. At night is when I’m tempted the most and I’ve almost rationalized relapsing again. But then I remembered how long I’ve wanted to quit and how I’d be letting down myself once again, feeling horrible for the next few days. I’m wanting to get married within the next 5 years (God willing) and I gotta kill this for good. Otherwise I won’t get to have an amazing emotional and sexual intimacy with my future wife. Hope everyone’s doing well on their journey. STAY STRONG 💪