Coping Mechanism

Was feeling good today, then my girl started getting mad at me (for no good reason but she woke up early and was understandably exhausted). Started to feel more down and peeked at porn for a second before quickly switching over here. It’s exhausting going from porn as a coping mechanism to forget about your problems to just having to sit there and feel them. No goal with this post, just know while I’m typing I’m avoiding those urges and that’s what I need right now, a distraction Ps: cool UI update for these posts, weird auto scroll behaviour hiding my content as I type tho