Just starting

I just finished watching porn and I haven’t been felling good about it as of lately at all my gf says it’s a form of cheating and i completely agree I lie to her about how I never watch porn a more and I just find myself horny and not caring in certain moments and end up just watching porn and jerking off I feel terrible about it as well and the porn is getting worse and worse and the longer this goes on I know it’s going to get even worse then this has already become I started scrolling on Instagram and found this app and got it I did the questions and when it asked for payment I left the app and I wasn’t going to do it but then I thought of how I’m constantly wanting to quit and how I’m constantly lying to her gf and myself about this ongoing problem so I came back bought the monthly payment which was barely anything I hope that paying for this will keep me going on this streak I’m only 20 years old and I don’t want to be one of those people who relies on porn for dopamine I’m hoping this all works out and I can gain some self control