hookup reset
I reset my weeklong streak. I honestly, in reflection, really feel bad about going out and hooking up with this girl because I was doing so well the week prior with this journey. Meaningless sex is as bad as porn to me, and to fix my relationship with sex, I need to abstain. But, I’ll say that even my small break from porn DRASTICALLY improved my sexual performance. I genuinely shocked myself with how much less anxiety I had. It gives me even more purpose to push forward.
I guess. It’s been a long time since I’ve had sex too. I was just tempted after abstaining for so long and didn’t redirect that energy in a healthy way. I want to aspire for a real relationship, not just sex with a stranger.