Start of a journey
I started beating it by the age of 13 and never stopped. Every single day i watched porn. I found more and more weird stuff on the internet which kinda turned me on. It got so bad over the years that i fantasize over every girl/woman i see. Even family or any age (nothing under 16 tho) I just know i need jesus, god, holy spirit…. Anyone.
Same man, I started at 11. Never thought porn was an issue for myself growing up. I came across underage porn (15 and above) when was 14. I thought it was normal since I was the same age as the girls in the photos. As I got older into high school I realized how much of an issue with was to me. I’ve been battling this addiction everyday. I still find it hard to forgive myself for ever fantasizing about things so dark. I’ve learned a lot over the years but still struggle with it. I now have my girlfriend who I’ve shared everything with. I’m so blessed to have her support and help me in anyway possible. The best thing for me is that I have someone to confess my sins to aside from God. And we’ve created a plan to finally put this addiction to rest. I’ll be praying for you bro, don’t be afraid to reach out to anyone you feel comfortable talking to about his, trust me it helps.