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by Billy
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I started beating it by the age of 13 and never stopped. Every single day i watched porn. I found more and more weird stuff on the internet which kinda turned me on. It got so bad over the years that i fantasize over every girl/woman i see. Even family or any age (nothing under 16 tho) I just know i need jesus, god, holy spirit…. Anyone.

Comments (13)
Jesiah87d ago

Same man, I started at 11. Never thought porn was an issue for myself growing up. I came across underage porn (15 and above) when was 14. I thought it was normal since I was the same age as the girls in the photos. As I got older into high school I realized how much of an issue with was to me. I’ve been battling this addiction everyday. I still find it hard to forgive myself for ever fantasizing about things so dark. I’ve learned a lot over the years but still struggle with it. I now have my girlfriend who I’ve shared everything with. I’m so blessed to have her support and help me in anyway possible. The best thing for me is that I have someone to confess my sins to aside from God. And we’ve created a plan to finally put this addiction to rest. I’ll be praying for you bro, don’t be afraid to reach out to anyone you feel comfortable talking to about his, trust me it helps.

Joshua87d ago

You’re safe here. Can’t say I haven’t done that myself. Only over 18

Quincy 87d ago

This is real bro. Keep on the path your on bro. Walk by faith✝️

Ayden87d ago

I started when I was 13 and had a similar experience with watching porn every day too. My brain got used to the vanilla shit and only craved more and more. Turns out my brain was craving that same dopamine rush I first got when I was young and I never understood that until I went too far. To the point where I go out of my way to get more dopamine aka drugs and yet i still crave more… it never stops. I’ve ruined multiple relationships with me sexualizing my exes and the same with friendships in a way. I’m only 22 dude and as much as a i hate myself for what i’ve fallen into i can’t go back but we can all look forward. You’re in the right place to face these feelings you have and know that you aren’t alone. Everyone here supports you for wanting to better yourself, you’re doing great

James87d ago

We’ll get through this

James87d ago

I started at 16. I don’t need porn. Porn has never been the issue for me. It has always been masturbation. But when I don’t have porn I think of someone in real life. I’ve masturbated to almost every single attractive girl in my life including friends and family. I’m sick and my illness is this addiction. After I ejaculate I always regret it and I know being in this cycle makes me weaker physically, mentally and spiritually.

Austin87d ago

I relate bro and I’ve been praying to Jesus and worshipping him and he takes the temptation away I did it daily watching porn now it’s like once a week and I get thoughts and than I think of God or pray say remove the negative thoughts away from me, it really helps not focusing on porn or thinking of it becuse it really kills you mentally and physically and i feel so ruined to it but my confidence is higher I feel more energy and i feel like im on top of the world but im so thankful I could beat this addiction and you can to man I will pray for you and you can get through this journey man.

Caleb Macdonald87d ago

I feel you man, I’m kinda in that same cycle, if you’re looking for motivation from the scriptures I like 2 Timothy 2:22, Flee the evil desires of youth and pursue righteousness, faith, love and peace, along with those who call on the Lord out of a pure heart. You got this bro

Ryan87d ago

You’re going to be okay, good sign that you never went anywhere super young. Keep abstaining from porn and celebrate the small wins. You can overcome the urge, someday you’ll wonder what was ever so appealing about it to begin with

Anonymous87d ago

Progress isn’t linear! Remember where you’re coming from. Once you start getting multiple day streaks, you’ll see how far you’ve come and want to go further- and it will get easier! Let’s do this together 💪

Bradley87d ago

Brave as hell to come out and say those things and you’re taking a real step that most fellas won’t take, god bless you on your journey

You87d ago

I appreciate your honesty bro. Its a common side effect of porn consumption. The longer you watch the more intense or wild it has to be to arouse you. Atleast you are man enough to recognize and admit it. Now its time to quit. We are behind you bro. You arent alone

You87d ago

Nothing wrong with you the person bro, brain has some rewiring to do and you'll find yourself in a healthier spot again

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