I keep breaking the streak

It always last a couple days but then I start thinking what’s the point if I enjoy it so much why should I stop, eventually I forget about my pledge and just go back to it, I start doing to 3-6 time a day. I don’t know how to keep myself accountable. Maybe I have too much free time of a day, even if I do keep myself busy eventually I’ll just get back into the process, I need more motivation and idk where I’m ment to get it from.