Relapsed
Truthfully, I relapsed just because I could. I guess that’s usually how it goes, huh? And now sitting here, I could’ve not gotten up and did the deed. Legit was on a 10-day streak. I was doing great. And I think I still am, I think dealing with porn addiction really is a unique experience. And it’s crazy because it starts when you’re young, imagine how different we all would be if not had porn in our lives when we were young? Would be better men, treat women better, isolate less? Well…it starts now. I’m almost 30 and have been watching since 12, you can do a lot in 18 years, just wasting time looking at a screen or video ain’t it. I’m done, no more porn! I say it today!
I hear you man. I think about how different my path in life would’ve been if I never had discovered porn too. Now that we’re men, we can only accept where we are today. Now that we made the testimony to be free from porn, we’ll look back 18 years from now with pride knowing that we TRULLY became what God naturally intended for us to be in our lifetimes. We got this man! I’m right there with ya ✊🏽