29 days gone
Day 0
by Noname
7 upvotes
I folded, womb womb. My goal has never been to be 100% porn free, i just wanted more control over it. And having such a big streak has really helped me, because i didn't ever want to break it. But I knew it was coming, i peeked a couple of days ago, i kept saying im in control, which i was, and that i did want to do it. Aaaand once again its so very disappointing. The days that i peeked just kept reinforcing that little thought, so it just grew bigger, but in the end it was my choice to do it, and I'm okay starting from 0 again, because if I can reach 29 days once, I can do it again.
Yeah, I was really proud of it too, but it creeped back in. But it works out I think. First I couldn't go without it, even a single day. Then I had a 4 day streak, next s 12 now a 29. I'm aiming for 45 nextime. I want to see the new shiny color i get on the start page lol.