Day 12

On day 12 I had a wet dream. I was worried at first that I lost everything I was trying to conquer upon. I heard that this is a good sign and that your improving because you stayed focused and disciplined and controlled. Nothing you really do can prevent wet dreams but going back to addiction. Now that’s something I won’t do. The way I see it is the evil is trying to pull me back in. That’s something I won’t do. I’m motivated to keep going with god on my side. My word of advice is if you wanna keep running and staying invisible from this sin is pray, pray, pray. Once you have a thought come in of this sin you must call god and ask him to clear your mind and your rip it out of your flesh because it’s really something that attaches to you and the more you think of it the more it’s eats you alive and destroys you as a person of living. This can go for any sin not just lust. Stay focused guys, find yourselves. Strive to be much more.