Fighting to fight

So I just reached 12 days not fapping and I couldn’t be more proud of myself I mean wow for a year now I’ve been trying to quit but I’ve never been so close, the main reason I’ve wanted to quit is one for my beautiful girlfriend who I plan to marry one day and two for myself I’m a fighter and am trying to get better and I’ve felt like this addiction has been holding me back from my real potential but I feel myself getting stronger loving myself more and I just couldn’t want more.