✝️Battle Buddies: Day 45
These days I feel closer to God and that I have a lot more love to give. Looking back, porn was sapping the joy and love from my life. It made me feel disconnected from God and took my energy away. Today I feel more motivated to get things done, I pray to our Father more fervently, and I care much more deeply about people. My selfish desires have started to fade, my heart only wants what God wants every single second. I find it difficult to come on this app now being at 45 days because reading about the relapses and people just outright giving into sin is a huge temptation for me. It makes my mind consider falling and that’s just something I’m not willing to do. Me and the ex meet once a week now, I very much enjoy her company but I can’t commit to her at the moment. We have a mutual understanding of where she is at and I am at, the Lord has been here every step of the way. I plan on readdressing the relationship when my 90 days comes to pass, but for now we remain friends that have mutual feelings for one another. My heart is filled with joy every time I get to see her, though I lay it completely in the Lords hands as He knows best. Thank you, Lord. You have been here for me in this journey, I owe it all to You. Battle Buddies Michael x2, Kathryn, Mikayla, Logan, Cameron, and Jan: I pray our gracious Father will continue to lead you down the path to liberty. He loves you all dearly, I’m confident He will deliver you when the time is right. Your mind and heart must be surrendered to Him at all times. Keep in mind that this is not a battle of strength necessarily but a battle of obedience and God tells us to run away from temptation not confront or struggle through it. If you set your mind on quitting porn, then you will eventually succumb to the temptation because that’s what you are filling your thoughts with. You must keep your mind fixed on God and to desire to honor Him, not on what you ought not to do. I’m excited to see how God uses all of you when this is seen to completion, I so desperately want to see what is God’s best for you ✝️
Also God has a plan for all of our lives. This is just a hurdle we need to jump over to fully see it happen. We need to keep out hearts and minds centered on God. Have God at the Center of your life. I cannot wait to see what God's plans for you are- Logan