Vivid Dreams
Day 4
by Kyle
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Last night I had extremely vivid dreams of relapsing. Woke up multiple times with an erection and fell back to sleep right back into those kind of dreams. Even in the dreams I was trying to resist relapse. It was like a nightmare. Every time I woke up I felt a sense of fear for how hard this next day was going to be after those dreams. I just have to remember that these dreams are my body’s way to desperately try to get that fix, and that I will be gaining nothing from giving in. Still staying strong!
Incubus and sucubus spirits are attacking you. This is a hail mary from them, they are up a wall and the only opportunity they have to attack you is when you are not aware and asleep. If you are not spiritual this wont make sense so you can think of it as your brain like a machine which you have continuously programmed to use porn/fapping as a coping mechanism. Your brain does what it does best and uses all areas of reach to get what it has been trained to do because it thinks it needs it. Continue to suffocate the lust, train your brain to get quitting porn, it will go away eventually. Stay strong brother, God Bless.