Fresh start
I was 3 weeks in and released bc of a s*x toy I bought, after using it I felt awful I lost so much and I felt as if I was letting everyone down especially my SO. Im happy to say I took that toy up to a mountain and threw it off(Ik I littered and I shouldn’t have but that was really the only way for me to get rid of it) so I’m now very optimistic looking towards the future. I wish to be able to better control myself in times of weakness. And I talk to ny girl about everything but this was one thing i couldn’t bc I don’t see how she’d ever forgive me for it. I feel awful and I’m going to get better. Love you all out there who are on this app
Great way to think about it!