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Fresh start

Day 0
by Tylor
21 upvotes

I was 3 weeks in and released bc of a s*x toy I bought, after using it I felt awful I lost so much and I felt as if I was letting everyone down especially my SO. Im happy to say I took that toy up to a mountain and threw it off(Ik I littered and I shouldn’t have but that was really the only way for me to get rid of it) so I’m now very optimistic looking towards the future. I wish to be able to better control myself in times of weakness. And I talk to ny girl about everything but this was one thing i couldn’t bc I don’t see how she’d ever forgive me for it. I feel awful and I’m going to get better. Love you all out there who are on this app

Comments (3)
Tylor151d ago

Great way to think about it!

Tylor151d ago

Thank you!!

ThorB4151d ago

Way to go, Tyler! Your steps since the relapse are dramatic and all for the awesome! Don’t focus on the failing—focus on the rock solid decision to make the 180 turn and head in the right direction from here on! That’s beautiful, man! And just imagine your you…hurtling through the crisp mountain air as it sails down the mountain…while down below there’s a group of campers of (whatever group of people that enjoy you the most). They have just gathered for their prayer/chant/rally/whatever. The leader looks up to the sky and says this cause that annoys Tyler is so strong! Look! A beam of sunshine is coming through to shine on me as a sign of how great our next move/project/protest will be! He/she/they steps into the light just as your toy, accelerated by gravity, drops in and thwaps him/her across the forehead-knocking ‘em out cold. The guy known only as “Horny Toad” picks up the toy, holds it up, and says, “YES!! It is an excellent sign!” Then disappears into the shadows as the crowd descends to their leader, still unconscious on the ground. Hey- It could have happened that way! Better thinking of fun scenarios like that than beating yourself up about the relapse!

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