40 Days No Relapse

I’m so proud of myself but there’s also a small part of myself that is still curious about porn. I think I expected to go on this journey and never desire porn again but that isn’t true. I still desire it, albeit far far less, but I’ve learned it’s more about the will power and self control of NOT consuming regardless of small or big urges. Not sure anyone else agrees. But now 40 days in if the thought crosses my mind, I just let it pass and the feeling goes away. I have that strength now.