Relapsed Again

I’m in a loop. I feel like i am never going to overcome this addiction. Its been already several years since i tried quitting. I don’t have another choice than to stand up and keep going. Hating myself is making things worse. Forgiveness from myself is what i need. Im sure there are people like me that struggle too. The one that sees my message. I want you to know that you are not alone. You are not the only one that struggles. Peace