Day 17

I made it to day 17 and it gets gets harder every single day. What I have noticed though with the increased urges have come increased blessings. This girl I’ve kinda liked for awhile I got the courage to talk to and as time went on and my streak went up I got her number and we don’t text too much but we have hung out a few times. Idk how she feels but I know this is Jesus helping me to have this happen. Back to the urges though they are almost constant and I use to watch porn like once a week I’d cave every time I had an urge so I was only getting like one urge a week to two a week but now it’s like twenty times a day. I jerked off a bit today but didn’t cap and stopped myself before I did and then took a cold shower. I figured it probably wasn’t a relapse bc I didn’t fap and didn’t look at porn. I can use all the advice and insight you fellow brothers in this trial have for me it’s getting hard to resist. Praying for all of you ,pray for me?