I relapsed
Day 0
by Cullen Melhorn
161 upvotes
I’m doing this because I’m currently in highschool as a freshman and I’m addicted to porn. I went 5 days and relapsed because I was so desperate and alone just wanting any sexual feeling I could. I strive for success in my future and I work hard everyday to be better at school but I feel if I cannot put lust down then I’m still failing at being who I want to be and I don’t deserve the woman I want to be with because I’m not the guys she deserves. I believe I can make it longer I know I can I just wish I could go back in time and stop my younger self from ever seeing porn.
It’s ok, we all make mistakes, but I’m not saying you relapsing is a sin but just keep going. Try to fine a hobby, I know it’s easier said than done when you have loads of school work in front of you, but really, fine one. Like journaling, put a little note book and a pen next to where you do your thing. Next time when you have to the feeling to relapse, pick up your journal and write about your day. Easy prompts to start your journal: -3 amazing things that happened today -3 lessons learned Etc.