day 0

Where do I begin. It’s been about 20 mins since I last did it and I don’t know how to feel anymore. This is apart of me and yes i hate it but I don’t know what to feel anymore. I’m disgusted and I’m in a relationship which is even more painful. I feel awful. It’s time for a change. I’m inpatient for pornography to finally end. I feel like this will take a while but, I am still not gonna give up. Help me Jesus in this journey. It’s been a struggle but finally I’m putting an end to this.