Feeling better but not great
Hey everyone, it’s been 2 weeks now and I’ve gotta say that while I’m feeling better about myself and others there is still that urge to watch porn. Granted it’s no longer “what am I watching later”, every now and then I’ll be on insta and one of those OF models pops up on my screen and that’s kinda when it hits really hard. But so far I’ve been able to keep going. The thing that has helped me is that im taking it as a one step at a time process. Right now my goal is just to focus on quitting porn, no matter how shitty things get. Meaning I still allow myself masterbation, just as long as it’s not fueled by the urge of porn if that makes sense. Over all I think that my relationships with my friends have been improving and I feel better about myself day to day. So stay strong everyone we got this.
You’re doing great bro I’m proud of you, I’m also trying not to be fueled by porn the urge of porn as well, I believe wanting to beat your meat is normal so I get where you’re coming from on that. Keep pushing through I believe in you 🙏🏾 🙌🏾