I know it gets easier but it’s hard rn

I had started this journey a few months ago and went strong for 2 weeks but I fell hard back into it. I’ve felt like crap because if it and I know that’s affected me with my relationships. I’m on day 5 and had the biggest urge last night, but seeing all you guys going through the same thing and holding strong has given me strength to push through. It’s been hard but I know my future self will thank me for fighting the strong fight.