Also struggling a bit
The deadline feels so far away, I really miss the feeling of jerking off. Not with porn, just jerking off. I did watch porn almost every day, but sometimes I also fapped without porn. I think I miss that the most, just fapping without porn. At the same time, I also sexualise every nice girl I see the first thing I look and realise is her boobs, butt or curves. I feel like I just over sexualise women over all. I still have a girlfriend which I love, and I believe that I need to get rid of this brainwash that porn and fapping every day has done to me. For myself and for my relationship with her. Thank everyone for reading this. Let’s keep going.
That’s the hard part , porn make you sexualise every girl you see especially if her curves is popping in her body … that’s why we got to keep our mind from porn because us watching it make us visual fantasize what that girl look under which is adultultry and make it harder to connect with your girl .. and trust me I know bro but we got this💪🏾