Is it okay to watch videos of me and my girl?

artificial stimulation is still the root of your addiction, so while you could watch the videos and have sex with her i would suggest not fapping alone to them as this can be a very slippery slope back into tube sites.

I wouldn’t because it is porn it may give you urges find it best to try everything and keep urges at bay.

Its one thing if you’re just watching the videos, but masturbating to them is frowned upon because you’re still releasing energy without intercourse.