Day 2: May 2, 2025

Sorry, just wanted to drop by and rant here. Today felt like shit. Nope, I did not give in to temptation. I cannot. I already made a promise to myself that this May is gonna be my first month to reach my first 28 days. Today was tough. I dreamt of a taboo thing involving a relative I had a history seeing naked accidentally. Woke up horny. Fought my urges the whole day. Anxiety kicked in from an incident I cannot disclose. My mind's telling me just one release because that's how I am used to coping with stress. I decided to take a nap instead. Woke up feeling numb instead of feeling refreshed, and realized how unproductive my day was. Got too lazy to hit the gym or do anything. And that’s what led me to open this app to just take the time to express myself through a post. They say first week is always the hardest. It is. But I am still determined to push through. Little by little. Day by day. Ps: Actually it’s kind of helpful, you know, posting here. Even though I know no one will read. Even though it’s just gonna be one of the plenty of posts here everyday. For some reason, I felt relieved spending time to sit down, write down my thoughts, and simply let it out there anonymously. Really thankful for this tool!