Just avoided a relapse
Almost slipped up. I was on the site, scrolling, opened a couple tabs before going to pee. I then thought about this app and how some of you have come onto here when feeling urges. When I got back to my laptop, I saw everything in a different light. I got immediately put off and reality kicked in, fantasy got kicked out. I was then able to close everything, put my laptop away, and now I’m here feeling super proud of myself for having conquered that urge and not giving in. I feel so much better than if I would have relapsed and I just felt like sharing that feeling with everyone on here as well as I hope it rubs off on some of you and you all can get your victory as well. This fight is ongoing but damn, did I make progress today.
Get a VPN, block porn. Even the little extra act of having to unblock porn to watch it can save you from relapse