I feel hopeless
Guys my progress has been declining. I had like a month streak from beginning of the year but then now I’m going from 2 week relapses to 1 week relapses. I can’t focus anymore, every time I work on my school/business I just can’t get this stuff out of my head. I feel hopeless. Life has been so tough lately. Full time student, full time job, trying to work on a business, mother doesont support me. I have no one. And I know I may have god but my relationship with god recently has been distant cause of the devil. 😓
I believe Micah. I believe what Micah said happened is in line with the Jesus I know from my experiences with Him (in a much less intimate way). But still, I wouldn’t be surprised to get the same kind of message from God for myself, or to give to someone else…in fact, God frequently gives me parts of this message to give to others in a little different wording. Rohan, draw close to God! In these times, God wants you near Him, and He can do you the most good, because you have no pride about how great you’re doing to get in the way! A broken you with nothing to give coming to God for help is the best case scenario when you’re broken.