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I feel hopeless

Day 6
by Rohan
49 upvotes

Guys my progress has been declining. I had like a month streak from beginning of the year but then now I’m going from 2 week relapses to 1 week relapses. I can’t focus anymore, every time I work on my school/business I just can’t get this stuff out of my head. I feel hopeless. Life has been so tough lately. Full time student, full time job, trying to work on a business, mother doesont support me. I have no one. And I know I may have god but my relationship with god recently has been distant cause of the devil. 😓

Comments (8)
ThorB4144d ago

I believe Micah. I believe what Micah said happened is in line with the Jesus I know from my experiences with Him (in a much less intimate way). But still, I wouldn’t be surprised to get the same kind of message from God for myself, or to give to someone else…in fact, God frequently gives me parts of this message to give to others in a little different wording. Rohan, draw close to God! In these times, God wants you near Him, and He can do you the most good, because you have no pride about how great you’re doing to get in the way! A broken you with nothing to give coming to God for help is the best case scenario when you’re broken.

ThorB4144d ago

What Jesus said to Micah Turnbo when he caught Micah in the middle of PM One of the best things Jesus has ever said to me was after I had looked at p*rn. He said, “P*rn does not define you. And it does not chase me away. P*rn does not have to be who you are. I will always love you. My heart is for you.” This was twelve years ago. I will never forget that. Another time Jesus walked into the room when I was watching p*rn and during my act of m*sturb*tion Jesus closed the computer and had me stand up before him. I was completely naked and exposed. He dressed me I a robe of brilliant light and put crown on my head and ring on my finger. He said, “This is you.” What happened next I’ve never shared before because this was so personal to me. I wanted to keep to myself. But the Lord asked me to be vulnerable with you. Jesus tied a gold belt around my waist and said, “I saw you while I hung exposed on the cross. In my exposure to the world I saw you smiling at me. I saw you running free and leaping over ever mountain. Nothing held you down in darkness, but you climbed to the height of light where you belong.” Jesus held my hands and sighed to prepare for his next words which lived deep inside his soul, “Dear one, I would do it all over again for you. In every labored breath, I imagined us together.” No sin is to great. Your struggle is not your future.

ThorB4144d ago

Rohan, I’d like to share with you what happened to Micah Turnbo, a Christian who says he is able to hang out with Jesus, God, angels, sometimes even see and touch demons…anyway, this is what he said happened to him once when Jesus walked in while he was watching poor and masturbating…

Barrett 144d ago

Rohan, God keeps coming back for us. He leaves the 99 to come back for us. I just downloaded this app in hopes of God removing this thorn from my side but in the end these things happen to keep us humble and to lean on the Lord that much more. I feel so defeated as well and hope you, we can destroy this and just say no to this.

Barrett 144d ago

Rohan, God keeps coming back for us. He leaves the 99 to come back for us. I just downloaded this app in hopes of God removing this thorn from my side but in the end these things happen to keep us humble and to lean on the Lord that much more. I feel so defeated as well and hope you, we can destroy this and just say no to this.

Barrett 144d ago

Rohan, God keeps coming back for us. He leaves the 99 to come back for us. I just downloaded this app in hopes of God removing this thorn from my side but in the end these things happen to keep us humble and to lean on the Lord that much more. I feel so defeated as well and hope you, we can destroy this and just say no to this.

Zach144d ago

Pray for more strength Rohan, you will get through this tough patch. Keep the faith, fight the good fight each day. Only focus on each day as they come.

Isaiah144d ago

You’ll make it through bro I believe in you Rohan

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