Reflection

I’ve been thinking about what went wrong for me to have failed after nearly a month. Here’s what I came up with: 1. Intention is the champion of transformation. I lost focus and was no longer being intentional about what I did, what I thought, and what situations I put myself in. I said at the beginning that I wanted to make it as hard on myself to fail as possible and I stopped doing that. I got lazy and then it became easy to fail. 2. Community creates change. The longer I went, the less I felt connected to the QUITTR community. And in some ways that’s good. Porn was less relevant to me, and I didn’t have as much to say as I had early on. But eventually I stopped engaging altogether, and even opening the app felt like a chore. Then, when temptation came, I had become disconnected just enough to give in. I’m sure there’s more to it, but these are what I keep coming back to and I’ll work on them so that it doesn’t happen again. Praying for you all. Pray for me. 🙏🏼