Strength

It’s been really tough —— the closer I get to God the harder the devil works. Honestly I haven’t given up porn, and I occasionally watch and edge myself. I know it’s cheating or whatever but my goal really right now is semen retention. However, I haven’t been watching porn in some time —— and recently this weekend I have been watching actual porn on sites and Twitter. I don’t want to go that direction so this week I’m really leaning on God.