Jesus I want to be with you
Hi, my name is Emerson. I’m 15. I’ve been dealing with porn for two years now I’ve had this app for almost a month now I know I’m only a teenager and my hormones are crazy. But I cannot stop masturbating and watching porn. I cannot make it past four days without relapsing. I just wanna be with Jesus I just was screaming in my room screaming at myself crying saying God I wanna be with you, but why don’t I feel you? I pray, but every day I’m not acting like a good Christian and that that’s all I wanna do is just be a good Christian Social media is ruining it for me. And making me relapse I want to delete it, but I do need it for sports and other things. I just why can’t I stop? I go to church. I read my Bible do my devotionals. Go to youth group go to BIBLE STUDY and yet Im still I’m stuck in this. Please God listen.
Put time restrictions on social media to a few minutes a day this way if you use it for porn then the punishment is you don’t have it when you need it. But let’s be fr bro you don’t actually need it for sports it’s jsut you subconsciously not wanting to leave porn. I’m 16 and do multiple sports but still deleted social and if people ask jsut day you don’t or can’t have it and they will accommodate.