It’s a never ending fight
Im 71 days clean. But even when im 1000 days clean I will always have the mindset that I’m not free. I have to keep myself in check. I’m not taking any day for granted. All it takes is one moment to ruin it all. So I’ll never take this for granted
Every moment we get to (must) make the decision on which way we’re going to go. The further we get from addiction: time (the longer we are clean/sober), temptation (the better we do in avoiding the photos/socials/friends that draw us back to the old ways), being occupied in good things - activities, friends, pursuits so we don’t have time for boredom and temptation. I think, but my mind is mush— I’ve been doing taxes all day, I hope that made cents!