Vice grip

Just another one of those nights. Porn has had a attachment to my life since I was around the age of 6 and is affecting me to this day and I relapsed once again. When porn has been rotting away at my brain for that long it’s hard to fight it and I just want to sometimes wish I never had to experience anything like that at my age however that’s not the case and regardless I still want to see this through to the end for my sake and my future family’s sake. I can’t let it continue longer or it will affect others. If you have relapsed and see this don’t beat yourself down, your mind will do that for you and sometimes you just have to ignore that thought telling you that your a failure because you are.. that’s simple truth, but don’t let that define you, go against the status quo in your body and push yourself to become that person you’ve always strived to be but to get there you must be a failure. Back to step one fellas I hope the best for yall and pray for me.