Just met a girl guys

its was amazing been sustaining from drinking masturbating sugars weed. jogging and getting more active reading. today went out with a friend to eat. and we ended up linking with this girl my cousin knows its very unusual of me. we talked till the bar closed then we kissed. felt super connected to her I didn't drink nearly close to what I normally would have and enjoyed every second of it. got her number and hope to see her again soon. how random we hit it off the chemistry idk but. im so ready for this change and journey guys