Engrained.

I was shown porn at 5 yo on channel 16. I'm 28 and for 23 years it's been normal and regular. I never noticed what it has done to me because literally since Ive been conscious I've been watching it and jacking off. I don't even know what my self will be with this journey. I don't even know why I'm posting this I just never said it out loud. I'm trying to move onward. Seeing y'all here really helped too. I wish everyone strength.