Day 1-2

One thing I’m realizing after you relapse is you have to talk to yourself .. you have to have a conversation with God . But there is a message in the bottle .. sometimes relapsing makes your stronger 27 days and I learned so much not only about myself but my body and who I am as a person.. those were the times I lived in harmony . I was in love and for the first time in a long time I felt the passion when I was having intercourse with a woman not only I was attracted to but we were fond of each other and the bond was created and harvested from within 2 people working towards the goal of love and peace Thank you God for those lessons it showed me I am stronger than what I see myself as .. all in in all it was a glimpse into my future being of not only the man I will become but who I was all along.. we are gonna go further than ever before and crush our goals and reach for the stars ! Even after my relapse I still do not crave porn at all .. I feel that I still crave body to body but my sexual energy is healing from what I did to myself . And that’s OKAY lesson learned time to get even better ! Stay safe guys