Day 3 - L

Now it’s day 3… I still have sexual thoughts and I was a bit more lustful today. But every time when I had a thought I snapped out of it. But it feels like since I have stopped, I have been more reconnected with my feelings and thoughts. I came out of a relationship some months ago, and since then I have missed a lot of just cuddling and being together and appreciated by a woman. But that missing has really exploded since I stopped. I don’t see it as a bad thing, just another reason to quit and hopefully one day find a girl that is everything I need. I know that its not a good idea right now to get in a relationship, that wouldn’t benefit me right now. Right now I focus on developing myself and being a better man. The app says that I will be porn- and masturbation-free at 20 June, until then I will write here every day. Even though we might never meet, we have the same goal, let’s stick together and beat this addiction. See you tomorrow… - L