This shits depressing
even when i jerk off now and watch porn it’s like why do i even do it anymore i go back to see if i stil want it and then i remember that this shit sucks like i’m not even horny i just do it cause i feel like if i don’t i won’t get hard idk this shit has my hormones all messed up, last time i had sex it was good but i had some wierd mental struggles like as if i wasn’t good in bed anymore when i always have been this shit been messing with my mind making me overthink and ultimately just not even feel attracted to anything anymore i just feel like a stale chip right now like i lost my mojo and im going through like a break up wich makes shit even more sad lol wtf i’m not like this how do i go back to normal the days feeel so long when you lose progress and try to get back to progress again i was doing good and just relapsed this past few weeks since me and my girl been having problems man this sucks wish we had a reset button on this smh wish me luck happy easter may God give us grace 😭
Something I had to realize is that you gotta be comfortable with being uncomfortable. It’s very uncomfortable to sit there while you have your urges but remember how uncomfortable it was for Jesus to give his life for us so that we can be forgiven for sins like these. God bless <3