Restart
Today is my 20th birthday. I started my porn addiction when I was 13 years old, and it really did a number on my mental health looking back. Last night I relapsed, then really had to think about what I was doing with my life. Afterwards I went on a midnight run, and I think I’ll make that a new tradition for me. Life is gonna be hard, its gonna suck. But it does for everyone, so why stay here in this depressive state? Go for a run, hang out with friends, stop wasting time being anxious. You got one life, thats it. And I’m gonna do my best to try in honor God in everything I do, and it starts with purging this. For me its the start of a new decade in my life, and I’m gonna come out swinging. Let’s do this together. Stay in the Word, find a good community, trust in God’s plan, and start learning to get over yourself. We got this
we’re with you brother Ethan, you got this…make that run a challenge and it will help you to build your discipline slowly. When you have the discipline, you’ll be able to control the urges and stay strong and focused