My problem

I work in sales, make a lot of money selling high ticket products. The more money I have, the more responsible I need to be. I often feel lonely, nothing fills my void, this leads me to sleep with a lot of women, spend a lot of money, dismiss my priorities, and waste time. I have slept with over 700 middle class women in the city. I masturbate every night before I sleep while playing a video game or I just go to bed and read pornhwa. I feel more attracted to pornwha because the story turns me on. The masturbation is caused because I feel stressed, I don’t even want to do it, I still do it. I’ve been like this for years, wake up every day tired, low energy, mental fog, etc. You might be wondering how the hell do I make everything work. I always get the work done regardless of how I feel, it doesn’t matter if I can’t think, I’m low on energy, whatever, I always get it done. I’m good at making money, nothing else. I have downloaded this app because I believe god put it on my path. Didn’t want to pay for it because I find it absurd I can’t control this bad habit or eliminate it by myself, but it’s destroying me. I don’t get enough sleep, it’s like I never go to the next day, like being frozen in the same time and space infinitely. I decided to put an end to this empty sexual life I’ve been having for a long time. I need to scale, it’s the only way to take my business to the next level, I need to be able to think clearly, get rid of this mental fog once and for all. Starting today, no more porn, its life or death situation.