I need serious help
Ah fuck man. Feeling like shit mentally all day then come home from work to beat my shit cuz I’ve lost all drive and don’t care anymore. Terrible experience, feeling physically sick after doing and I knew before I did it how bad it would be. Gonna go to the gym fuck sleep I can’t do this anymore. Spiraling mentally and I can’t even hear people talking to me over my own thoughts anymore. Posted on here like 5 times today because I have no one to tell this to. I’m only 18. Watched magazine dreams last night and started to feel like the dude in that film. Not too good. Not good at all.
Yea man. Porn might not be your problem. It might be some more underlying stuff. Try sitting still and just sitting with your thoughts in short bursts of time. Try to conquer your mind first before you attempt to proceed with anything else.