Technically day 3

today i pledged to NOT masturbate anymore. I feel so weak and unmotivated. I’ve been suicidal and wanting to do self harm just because i feel like i wasnt enough for anything. i feel like a disappointment, hopeless romantic loser, and a total loner. But even if i am still all those by day 7 at least i didnt resort to masturbation again. i hope i can do this. I love you all for reading this far. Thank you . i would cry but i have ran out of tears to pour out. Stay safe.