Day 2

After hard long fought year with depression and anxiety. I finally by the grace of God I made it two days. I was on a run and then I realized I hit day two and started to weep. I know there are many hard days ahead but this little taste of freedom has encouraged me. I’m sorry God for a whole year of being a fake, for only being holy on the outside, Im sorry for not trusting You. Thank you for being patient with me. Thank you for a year of grace and mercy. Thank you for the breath in these lungs for year when you could’ve taken it away. Thank you for loving me when I was unlovable. Thank you for letting me see that sobriety is possible. Please hold me and give strength in the coming days. Amen